panic

yesterday, i spent a great deal of time walking around the fancy streets of boston -- newbury and bolyston. it is very busy and fabulous, and i love that i spend a lot of my time there, even if it makes me feel like i need to rob various banks in order to afford a new wardrobe. i mean, it is hard enought to pass the newish marc jacobs store, but there are a bazillion cute, trendy, unique little boutiques all along newbury. but before i rob all of those banks, i have to figure out how i can become a size 2.
right.
i am feeling a great deal of panic and stress right now, which if course makes me do nothing related to that stress, unless one considers playing on the computer for an ungodly amount of time a reasonsable and school related activity. oi. it also makes me hate food, so my diet has become the liquid form, full of odwalla's superfood and v8. hey, at least i am getting my goddamn daily dose of fruits and vegetables. the only other real food thing that sounds remotely delicious is a bean burrito from the wrap. and forgive me for not wanting to eat a bean burrito every day. ooof.
soon i will be off to the laser cutting, the picture taking, the quiz failing and serious apartment cleaning that will be today.
ciao!
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